Shedding Skin and Breathing Clear.

I’ve decided that I’d like to get into better shape. Now, I do not think I am utterly out of said shape, but getting myself toned again, and having that old excess of energy I use to would be a major perk. I decided two things: quit smoking and buy Wii Fit. The smoking thing is giving me a little trouble, but I am making a go at it. I’m on ultralights and I am smoking less of them. The getting into a better physical form is working out pretty well. I like where I’m going.

I’m doing this for a couple reasons. One, I think it would behoove me to do so in the long run. Longer life and such. Also, I just think it would be fun to more easily pick up my lore with one hand. Pinning her up against the wall is just fun. Let’s not forget the advantanges it would grant for her wasabi candy too…

I wonder…

about the way I view things.

I am a Master. I am one not because I decided “Hey, I feel like controlling someone today.” I am not one because I have a violent or misogynistic nature. I am not a monster, nor am I a hateful person.

I am a Master. I am not an abusive husband nor was I an abusive boyfriend or fiancee. I support what my pet wishes and provide the environment that makes her feel the most comfort. I provide her with with the comforts and discipline she craves.

I am a Master. I own a person. A person gave their freewill to me. I am responsible for her well being and in turn I am granted obedience and servitude.

I am a Master. I love my pet. I love owning her.

There are times when I am confronted by people that believe what we do is wrong, those people can’t see our life the way we do, because I don’t believe they would have such a problem if they did.

I was sweat on by a guy, but I didn’t mind…

So Monday, lore and I went to a concert. It was incredible. It was in Austin, TX and it was my favorite artist: Chris Cornell. For those of you who do not know who that is, go listen to Soundgarden, Audioslave, Temple of the Dog, and some of Chris’ solo work. Just go, listen, and be in awe. Anyway, lore and I were lucky enough to be in the front, and to just have a fucking awesome time. Both of us were sick, but as the voice of Chris Cornell washed over us, we were solidly energized for the full concert. We jumped, screamed, and sang along as if nothing was wrong with us.

It was lore’s first concert and I’m pretty sure it was damn well worth the wait. We have so many memories to pass on, and so many stories to brag about just from one three hour concert. We will see him again…