Ava-mouse, the potential she had…
I am pretty sure that our chance with Ava-mouse has ended. As stated in lore’s blog we went to visit her on her home turf. I want to also set the record straight before I go on, we had NO intention of spending three days with her and making up our mind one way or the other, it just kinda happened.
The first night was blissful, if for no other reason the the fun I had with lore. It saddens me, however, that the pinnacle of our time with her was drinking and hanging out at a strip club on Bourbon Street. Now I liked Ava-mouse, and to some extent I still do, however, as of right now I do not believe her behavior would allow her to be a good addition to our family. After that first night, she began being rude and disrespectful toward both of us, but me in particular. Now, I never expected her to treat me as her Master, but I damn well expected the same level of respect I personally treat other people (especially friends) with. It hurt me that someone would treat my wife and I like, well, idiots. I hate being talked down to by people that have no right or authority over me, and she was guilty of that on more then one occasion. In addition she, after already being told it was an important subject, basically accused me of being a liar… that’s a BIG no-no. I mean really, what a way to let us know you were not really interested, right?
Let me ask anyone reading this a question… Say you were, for lack of a better word, applying to join an already established M/f family as a sub, would you openly disrespect and challenge the mental and emotion capacity of the Dom at every turn, or would you at least give them a reason to want to get to know you more?
I gave Ava a chance to make up for what she’d done but even now, two full weeks since, have yet to hear back… C’est la Vie…
Voice
This is why i love Master… He’s so much more calm than me about these things. I was all, “Fuck this!” and “Fuck that!” and “What the FUCK?!” … He’s like, “Eh. It’s cool. Movin’ right along…” ; D